Jeremih - New Video

not really sure how i feel about this one.

a note from the past*

something old i found on my computer, that was written about me.

i apologize for bein a man of truth, a man who set himself to be a truely honesty

and sincere and open minded person who wanted to be nothin but devoted to u and

only u. i apologize for bein real even though for the most part bein real is all

dat i can be. i apologize for not givin u my all even though i felt i did maybe

theres somethin that i overlooked or dat i shouldnt have said , well wait a minute

im never sorry for any statements i make cuz i dont beilieve in biting my tounge for

kno one.i apologize for expecting to much of u and askin u 2 do more than u could do .

i apologize for bein dat guy who was hopin to change ya mindset as far as love or maybe

even as a person and how u look at life. i apologize also for me giving u to much of myself

and to much of my time .

i apologize for being something dat u couldnt handle even though the whole time i

was just tryna love u.

i apologize for having to vent how i truley feel in dis note but as u can see im not

droppin any names or givin any personal information. i kno i have apologized

for alot of things but it was just to let u kno dat u may seem dat ur

a somebody who is hard to come across but i would like to also let u

kno dat no matta wat im a guy dats hard to come by to just cuz of da

fact dat im NOT YA AVERAGE GUY and that i kno how to treat girls and

becuz i have a damn conscience unlike most guys and also just cuz of

da fact dat if or wenever u get ya mind str8 do kno dat for some strange reason

i guess becuz i truely got real feelings for that wen u cum back

imma be waitin wit open arms becuz deep down inside i feel dat it

aitn anything dat i have done or dat u done its just dat im not wat

ur used 2 but on my god given word and heart do kno dat if u was t

o trust a nigga and give him a chance at ya heart before U PUSH AWAY

SOMEBODY WHI REALLY CARES FOR U that it would seriously be worth it

becuz i would cherish, honor and respect wat we share and wat we have

now i admit i have done my dirt in da past to but its not wats in my

past dat mattas its how i do now and today to make my future something

i can be proud of and not regret i believe dat if i give u my all dat u

u can give me ur all , i hate having these walls in between us and im not

stupid so yes i do feel like im bein pushed away but i guess its cuz da feelings

dat i have are so strong to da point were it just wont let me leave u alone regardless

of wat u may have said and da fact dat im even pouring out my emotions on facebook which

kinda now makes sem visisble to anyone who reads this should let u kno dat i can give 2 fucks

wat others may think becuz there not important. and if i gotta deal with ur random emotions

every now and den or if ur feelin guilty about somethin u may have done just trust me and open

yaself up to tell me cuz ur only hurtin yaself by frontin bout ya feeelins cuz i want u and i

kno u want me to much has been expressed by both sides for it not to be but please dont feel

offended by dis note cuz its only me just doin wat i do and dats expressing myself now we are

to different ppl u cant do wat i do and i cant do wat u do but dats wat we are here for each

other to help each other do wat we so called cant do or in other words like da song {Make Me Better}

so i have poured out my heart now whether u take da time read dis note and actually think about wat

i have expressed is up 2 dat somebody

SIGNED SINCERELY ,

MY HEart aNd sOul

april 14, 2007

-EMINEM diss track .

oh this nigga went hard on this btch.

wanted*

I'm looking for a MAN, i repeat , a MAN ... not a boy.

he need these qualities;

-car
-cell phone
-JOB
-& his own place would be nice, but i won't knock him if he still lives at home.
-good dick. scratch that...GREAT dick.
& knows how to hit it from the back REALLLLL good.
-good personality
-doesn't have a girlfriend.

& for these wack ass, busted ass , stupid ass niggas that send me a messages on facebook talkin' bout they fit the description... READ my qualifications completely because all ya niggas had girlfriends. shiit she must not be doing something right over there ... lol.

instant update !

WOW. i haven't written in a long time due to the lack of Internet access since i've moved into my new place. & my freaking computer is on some BS. but no worries. i'll be back soon enough. as said before, i've moved into my new apartment with my roomy a.fox. its great & all .. blah blah blah blahh...

but for some reason.. i complained so much about moving outta durham , that when i finally MOVED out...i've been back everyday since i've moved. boy boy boy--talk about some wasted money on filling up my tank... anywho - my reason for coming back EVERY fucking day was a WASTE. like i'm not even gonna address the bullshit ass reason.

ANYWAYS.

i swear if its not one thing its another thing . like last week, i got pulled over in raleigh - on my way to durham for going 73 in the 55. -ITS A BUSINESS HIGHWAY & PEOPLE SPEED ALL THE TIME. but you know my luck.. i was the one that got pulled. & when i got pulled i received not ONE, not TWO, but yes folks THREE fucking tickets.

ticket 1: no inspection & no insurance

ticket 2: driving with revoked license

ticket 3: going 73 in the 55.

the only one that i think i should have got was one for the inspection - because i knew that i was suppose to get my car inspected last month i just forgot /:

-BUT . i had no clue that my l's were taken . so the officer told me to step out of the car & come & sit in his NICE ASS RED CHARGER so i could see why it was revoked. reason being - i didn't pay my last court cost's & i had a failure to appear for my last ticket i received in like MARCH. so he took my freaking license & sent me on my way.

THEN ...

on Wednesday... i was driving in durham.. i was on the west end & it was about 10ish & i was pulling up to a four way stop. i knew that there was a cop that was going to stop before me because i could tell before i approached the stop. so you know .. i'm ridin dirrty & shit .. so i gotdamn.. slowed WAYYYYYY down. so hopefully he wouldn't get behind me & run my tags & shit... so we sat there for a good 2 minutes & i just decided to go because it was more suspicious just sitting there. so sure enough when i pulled out.. this nigga got right behind me & ran my tags. & as soon as i hit the next stop sign i knew he was gonna pull me because he turned right behind me.. so i hurried & tried to make it to the store & get out the car & shit but he pulled up right behind me at the store & turned the lights on. ):

& once again i receive ANOTHER ticket for driving with my license revoked. & i got threaten that my car would be towed next time i got caught because i didn't have insurance or an inspection. so needless to say , that shit ain't being used at all right now.

& yesterday when i tried to move it .. that shit wouldn't even fucking move.

i'm just going to start fresh [hopefully] with a new car, new tags, an inspections & everything.

but ya know other then that... shit it is good with me . i've experienced yet another HEARTBREAK ... but its cool... ima bounce backk like a rubberband ball cause i'm just that btch. (:

oh yeah & i'm working on a mixtape too boyyyy. but until next time... ttys.

-LC*

-thoughts

somethings that i've done, i'm not that proud of.


some choice i've made, haven't been the best.

OH FUCKIN WELL.

people aren't perfect.

& sometimes i think people don't take time to think about the shit they've done.





recently - ive been thinkin' about the people that really bugg the fck outta me & i've realized - there are gonna be people in my life that i can't live without & people that i can't live with. sht, thats life.

you gotta take the good with the bad , no matter what.


i don't regret anything that i've done, but i do wish that i woulda done some shit different. there is no use of dwelling on past events .

& whats funny is people focus on my past like it was there own. when in reality...its mine.

so if i got passed it .. don't you think you should to?

strapped*

<-- so this is my new tat... shit kinda hot right... yeah i know i know.

sike, lets not be cocky or anything...but its my favorite tat so far (:
its not done yet tho. i have more to add to it.

& i got another one... it says strength... on my right wrist. nothing bigggg.

but umm anyways, ALOT of muthafuckers have been questioning me for getting this tat.

so ima answer the fucking question -- it has PERSONAL MEANING. meaning - i'm NOT going to tell you. SO don't send me messages asking why...BECAUSE i'm simply NOT going to reply.

on a lighter note - i know that i haven't been updating ; but best believe when i'm done with all this moving & shit... i'll be writing up a storm.

until then...

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-LCC